life is a little messy.
i'll return when i feel like im where i need to be.
love and hugs
MY APOLOGIES
i know im not perfect and i dont claim to be, but im trying even harder than i was yesterday, and the day before.
life is at a crazy point.
im trying to gain the respect of adults as one myself.
trying to finish school and start a new one.
have a job while trying to find another one.
paying bills that i know i dont have the money in my account for.
and make a relationship survive the treacherous waters we keep putting it in.
but this is also a very exciting time, filled with good stuff too.
its just easier to find the bad in things.
after all, im only human.
but even though it may contradict a previous (deleted) post, i love my boyfriend so much and i am so grateful for him and everything he does. i know its not easy to deal with my emotions some times but i am working very hard to learn how to do that. i know that things i have said cant be taken back but i hope to learn from my mistakes.
dont count us out just yet.
life is at a crazy point.
im trying to gain the respect of adults as one myself.
trying to finish school and start a new one.
have a job while trying to find another one.
paying bills that i know i dont have the money in my account for.
and make a relationship survive the treacherous waters we keep putting it in.
but this is also a very exciting time, filled with good stuff too.
its just easier to find the bad in things.
after all, im only human.
but even though it may contradict a previous (deleted) post, i love my boyfriend so much and i am so grateful for him and everything he does. i know its not easy to deal with my emotions some times but i am working very hard to learn how to do that. i know that things i have said cant be taken back but i hope to learn from my mistakes.
dont count us out just yet.
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