PALM TO FOREHEAD..

well after taking a much needed day off of work to prepare me for next week, i can conclude that it only made me want to procrastinate further.

dont get me wrong my job actually has grown on me and i am now use to grouchy people taking their financial  frustrations out on me. but i am just so ready to start my life with my Charles. like i can not even handle it people!!

Note: things are going to get mushy... probably for a while because i have decided to start writing in hopes that it will help me stay more sain.

back to the mush. i sit all day and just think about my ring (yes we have picked it out) and how badly i wish it was on my finger. at work i practice signing my name like im a love struck school girl. (ShaLee Olsen just looks so great) i didnt really imagine that i would be like this,, hard to explain. i always imagined when i would fall in love we would be engaged and married and have no problems. i see girls my age getting married and i think "wow they got it so easy" but im sure im not the only person out there in this predicament. no i am not bagging on Charles at all, if he could propose tonight he would, but we just have a few things that have to be in place before we can make any definite plans.

so im just waiting.....

not very patiently.

im trying to be better because i know that he gets annoyed with my constant nagging about the future.

he is doing his best and he is absolutely amazing for it, i couldn't ask for a better guy. i love him so much i just cant wait for the day that we get to say i do. everyone cross their fingers (and toes)

HOLY JUDAS!

i am considering the crazy room because i just wrote that whole stupid post about useless nothing when i actually had something important to write about!


meet the newest ball of cuteness!!
miss Hallee Renne Hansen
she is so precious!! 
we all love her so much and are so excited or Corey and Britt 
they will be such great parents

OOPS

when your boyfriend notices that your blog has been neglected than you know you have a problem.

sorry people but i just have a very boring life now-a-days.

well lets see what i can write about.


i have bought i simple cute black high low skirt that im still not sure if i can pull off,
also bought new 1500 TC sheets (grey) for my marital king size bed to try and make it more welcoming since i sleep in it alone still.
im hoping that charles will get this new job so i can finally talk about it, i believe you are safe to talk about hopes and dreams but as soon as you put it into the cyber world, you are screwed..

if it does happen i will surely be writing about it.

currently i am in the process of cleaning out my liver and colon so i can lose so much hated weight.

i have lots of things that are much more interesting to talk about but in fear of my previous comment, i just don't want to jinx anything so until things become more "for sure" in my future this will have to do.

sorry.