LOVE IS

Over the last year i have learned what love really is.
i have also learned what it isnt.

love is driving 40 miles when you want 
to see the person.
love is watching endless amounts
of boy movie and tv
love is staying up way past your bed
time so you can spend and extra hour together.
love is trying to learn to play poker
...many times
love is trying to learn to drive 
a stick shift.
love is fighting at all hours of the night
because you want them to still be there tomorrow.
love is questionable.
love is trying.
love is the hardest thing i have
ever been through.
love is being brave.
love is forgiving.
breath taking.
sexy.
heartbreaking.
harsh.
incredible.

love is the best thing that ever happened to me.


love isnt about the money.
the flowers.
the physical appearance
the dates you go on
or the car they drive.

love is all about knowing that you cant wait to see that person .
getting butterflies when you think about them.
that incredible feeling when you know that they are the one that you 
want to spend the rest of your eternal life with.
when the thought of them leaving makes you ill.

i know that i would go to the ends of the earth for my love
and that is all that i need. 
i have the best life ahead of me and i cant wait to live
every minute of it with him. 

MAYBE ONE DAY

i am one of the worst bloggers EVER.

i just never had anything exciting to write about after i left college. now that i have more to write about, i have no time!

but my wedding planning has started to slow down which is a big relief.

so here is to doing better (hopefully)

let me share some of my favorite things as of late.

such a catchy song, its always stuck in my head.

if you are looking for a good new watch, i highly recommend the Following.
its got a great story, suspense, drama and a whole lot of crazy and gore. its PERFECT. (its on mondays)


this little lady has been kicking my trash!! just sweating for that dress


just a few things that dont have pictures.
i got a new job as a special ed aid at ATEC
i absolutely LOVE it. its so good to do what you love and get paid.

im going to be taking some online classes this summer
im so nervous to be going back to school.

lastly..... only 2 more months till the wedding!!
we are so excited i cant even contain my excitement!

i will try to do better.
and also, im going to start a marriage blog once i am an Olsen.
hopefully we will have some exciting things to write about.
love you all.
thanks for still reading
(i hope)