DEFEATED

the last few days have been trying and frustrating. easy and rewarding. all at the same time. im emotionally drained and not any closer to the end than when i started.

im not very good at leaning on anyone for advice and guidance and when i do it hasn't seemed to make any sort of difference, but now i have decided to take serious action. its time that i stand up for what is important for me and stop dancing around that fact any longer. im not a baby anymore and it just, well, time.

the gloves are off and the big girl panties are on. eat your heart out