MONKEY MONKEY UNDERPANTS

hello to all bloggers and followers i dont know if you really care to look at this next post because pretty much i just need to try and clear my head because things are becoming far too complicated up there in my big bag of weird. im trying to sift through all the shinanigans and come up with answers so hopefully this will bring some light into the kaleidoscope.

i wonder if i should drop my history class so i dont have to fail and waste the money.
should i stay single
how will i finish reading a 170 page book and write my paper in 6 days
i need a job
my car is dying slowly
i love shopping far too much
i want to cook new recipies all day everyday
i want more music and books
i wasted 4 dollars on a cosmo.. should i just get the subscription
wy do i second guess every second
why am i concerened about peoples opinions of this list
why dont i like chocolate
why cant i work out in public
i miss my treadmill
i want to make a new blanket
i wanna go on a ride
why do i sit in this dorm all day long

now i know that, that list was completely a downer lets try some good to see how they compare

i have amazing friends and family that i can always talk to
i am doing pretty good on my own right now
classes arent too hard
i have a roof over my head and a place to lay down my head
i have what some cant
i have a father in heaven that is always in my heart
and one that gives advice like "stuff like this is why god gave you knees"
i have a phone to call my mommy and cry to
a skype account to talk to friends like andrew is forever away
a friend like tate that can still make me laugh about really stupid things like farting

maybe things arent so bad..

i couldnt resist a good GG moment