JUAN PABLO

i had a very rough night last night and it pains me to write about it today.
all of you who know me well enough know that i have had one car since i could drive.
he was a 1994 blue rusty honda accord who i named juan.
he was my teenage companion.
i grew up in that car.
me and him did everything together, i have drove thousands of miles done dangerous things. had some of my biggest laughs and hardest cries with juan. he holds more memories than my bedroom. he wasnt the best car but he defiantly put up with a lot from me.

he's drove more miles than any car should for men in my life. he's spent many nights at the rodeo grounds comforting me and tate talk through the hard times. many cheese fry consumption's. the best sound system on this planet so yes many dance parties with juan. and also many great kisses.

juan may be gone but he will always be remembered. i will miss juan time. and his very foggy windows in the winter time. i love you juan pablo and thank you for the years of good times. i love you and i will miss you xoxox.

   (this is not actually the real juan, but i dont have a picture on this computer of him. but this is his twin.)

MAGIC BULLET

i want to make smoothies and delicious things everyday.

i need some money.

RESTLESS LOVE

its getting late and i cant sleep so what do i do?

well i am sick of studying.

my boyfriend goes to bed extremely early.

roommate is trying to sleep.

so.. i doodle a picture.

i have fallen in love with love again. i love this feeling

it becomes something that i always think about.

i find myself thinking of all things him

i advise that everyone fall in love at least once in their life.

and when you do hold on tight and never let go.

fight for what you want and don't settle for anything different.

 love is when you find yourself drawing hearts on all your papers 

ROTTEN

i drank rotten milk tonight (on accident) 

it was so disgusting, it ruined my night.

THE MIRACLE OF LIGHT

want to watch something amazing?

PERFECT

yes i am aloud to say perfect because that my dear friends is what he is.
he makes me laugh even when i dont want to.
he listens when i am upset.
he takes me to the movies.
he calls me when i am hours away.

now yes i know everyone is thinking "thats not that awesome guys do that all the time"
but no not to me.
he fits perfectly in my life, we talk about going fishing and hunting.
we take long rides up the canyon and we dont say much but it doesnt matter because we are both comfortable enough to sit in the silence together.
we go shooting and he admits that i can out shoot him (sometimes)
and most of all

he made me like roses =]

i think he is a keeper and i havent met anyone who disagrees.. man i sure do love my boyfriend. i love spencer..

TAGGED

well i didnt even know what this was until sydnee tagged me so i hope that i do this right.
i guess im suppose to tell 7 things about me (and they need to be clever)

1. im the only girl and the baby to 3 older brothers and i love every single second of it.

2. the greatest experience in my life was going to kenya last summer. it changed who i am as a person.

3. i go to college at snow. im majoring in special ed. its the greatest career known on this planet.

4. just looking at me you will get the wrong impression. i am a tree huger and a big country girl. but i love heels.

5. i always have to be right because 90% of the time i am ;)

6. i am a total homebody. my perfect day is to sit at home in my sweats read a book play the piano. make delicious food and watch a really girly movie.

7. i love all kids of music. rap when i work out or driving on a mission. indie and folk when i am feeling lovely. instrumental when i do homework and country every other time.

i have so much more to me that is just the basics. i would love to answer any other questions feel free to ask. dont be shy.

well i am suppose to tag someone i thing but.. i dont have any friends on here so. i guess i cant. i need more members!

smile its fall :)

STYE

I HAVE A STYE IN MY EYE,

IT HURTS A LOT.

CAN YOU SEE IT?

 ITS THE DROOPY ONE

TID-BITS

my upcoming food endeavors: roasted cheesy cauliflower and bacon ranch potato salad yummy :]

i love the southtowne movie theater the only people that work there are all the cutest little old people you have ever met on this planet who give you original tickets

 

they hold the door open after coming out of the movie. the most deliciously covered in gallons of butter popcorn! and they only have 2 movies! thats one more than the theater on main street!!

ANSWERS TO A PRAYER

i am a daughter of god and i am not afraid of that. its a lot of responsibility and sometimes i do not feel as if i deserve that name. but i am always striving to do my best everyday. i have learned how to lean on him and accept him when i do wrong. he's the only thing that makes me feel true happiness and i love him more and more with each passing day. i have done really stupid things before but all i know is that today i am happy and nothing can stop me.

Manti temple

God is the creator of everything we need to look around and appreciate all of our surroundings and remember it was all created in 7 days.. crazy. but he did it all for us. he did it all for you he even died for you. who else can you say has done the same? 

  driving to gunnison on a early sunday morning

GOD IS LOVE

WISH LIST

oh please oh please santa!!

FOODIE

for anyone who doesnt know by now i have become obsessed with cooking since i have moved out. i do it as often as i can. i look up new recipes and just do it. i was cooking a lot of different pastas and things so i decided that i wanted to go on a different path this last little while and went a little asian. for anyone that wants to try out their inner cook i would suggest to just buy a package of won ton wrappers and go to town! they are my new essential cooking tool you can do so much. here is what i have been up to.

so orange chicken is first everyone loved it except me. its not my favorite but chris was sick and thats what he asked for. 

then sausage cups... oh my gosh they were to die for!

pot stickers with onions mushrooms chalets ginger and much more. they were very yummy but a little too much sesame oil.

one of my new favorite things ever won tons with cream cheese clams water chestnuts and green onions.

so it has been a very fatning and delicious little while. thank goodness for the gym.

   

 oh and i made spaghetti [with sauce that i made from scratch with my mom] 

i really cant wait to cook for my own family.....

FROZEN

this is my SOS letter to the world. in case i haven't told you in the past i live in the dorms here at Snow College. so we dont have any control over the heat and air there.
its been freezing lately [for those of you that haven't been out of the house]
but so yeah the heat hasnt even been on this whole time! it wont be on until fall break...
so we close all the doors and turn on the oven to try and warm the common room as much as we can.
last night i slept with 2 sweat shirts and t sweat pants. 3 blankets.
it was hell. someone save me.

PLASTIC POOP

so its been a strange day i would have to admit. dont get me wrong it was a pretty great morning i originally love tuesdays because that means i only have 2 classes [institute being one] so then after that me tatum and sarah went lookin for jobs and just havin a girly time blastin the shania twain and lettin our hair down we went and seen some adorable horses if i can somehow get it on here i'll put a picture of my baby she was an angel ps i am now taking donations for a new camera.. its hell on earth not having one. we went to the mountain man store where we found a stray watermelon cantaloupe cross breed, chopped it open, with chucks permission, and then i got the quote of the day from him.

"hell no i dont want any of that! i just put in a dip why in gods name would i wanna ruin a great dip with that crap"

he's a bit volgure, its fine. but i sat in a cool one man camo igloo talkin to my spence and had a few funny laughs in there. i came home and waited for tatum so we could go to the gym. she said she would be back in an hour.... 3 hours later i woke up from a nap [dont worry i studied really hard before] no sign of tatum tot. well i was hungry and for some strange unidentified reason my hands opened up the freezer and came out with a STUPID choice of mac and cheese fake dinner... well yeah im in college so i ate it. dont ask why.

   

ps guess who is goin to see jason aldean again!

yup thats right feel free to be jealous

IM LUKE

and he is lorelai..

HAPPY DAYS

how was your weekend world?

was is good to you?

i had a pretty great weekend i will have to admit 

first off was feeling the love, well actually i was kinda depressed by it all because i attended 2 weddings. but they were cute so i got over it and was happy for everyone.

and then me and spence got together and i had the time of my life. he makes me very happy this one =]

i missed him.

also got to see jordan and had some laughs.

missed him too.

then i went to hobby lobby with mamma and we got some way fun craft things to do while we watched conference. and here is what they were.

 decorative veggie bottles because its way funner to make then buy

and some poms to make my dorm feel more homey. 

it was a good weekend i missed my family a lot and it was good to see everyone.

if ya'll havent noticed by now.. im kinda a baby.

i miss home so much.

only 7 months

LOVE DOCTOR

well so i have finally had one very embarrassing moment happen to me in college.

so this thursday, all off-campus dorms were required to attend this "making relationships matter" conference with the "love doctor".

well it just so happened that a half hour before this meeting i meet this pretty fine lad who i will remain anonymous due to the embarrassment. but he came along because he lives in our dorm too.

so we are talking and laughing for over an hour learning from this doctor about how to make relationships work and joking at the ironical humor in the situation that we were in and he leans forward and i start to whisper to tate when suddenly she says

"dude you have pizza in your teeth"!!

oh my goodness

i went red as a cherry and covered my mouth in severe embarrassment

he kept asking what was wrong but i couldn't stop shaking my head trying to not burst into humiliating laughter.

i turned to sarah bond as she helped me out 

i turned back to this confused boy and said.

i apparently have had pizza in my teeth for the last hour and a half and you have [politely] said nothing

thats when his face went a light shade of pink and said..

"well i figured that it would be less embarrassing for your friend to tell you, instead of someone you just met".

i want to crawl into a dark hole.

but then like the gentlemen he is he quickly added

"but dont worry i only seen it like 2 seconds before she told you"

so everyone take this story as a lesson and learn from it or you will end up like this acward chick.

    [ps i know this isnt a chick.. i was talking about me]

but dont worry he still stuck abound and we had an awesome night. =]